Formally published in Dream Quest
Note to the reader: The story of Ammi and Ganth is set in
the same world as my New Concepts Publishing novels Promises
To Keep and Beloved Enemy. This story was originally
published by LTD Books in the Dream Quest anthology which was
a finalist for the Paranormal Romance PEARL award in 2003.
It is now being offered as a special treat for my Gaian-loving
readers.
Enjoy!
Janet / Cricket
The Girl In The Box
by Janet Miller
Amirilla Asteras gazed at the stars, watching them through the
window in the station’s outer shell. Cold and lonely to
some, but not her. They were her lucky stars, her friends, the
only ones she could count on.
Until now.
“ Noble Cause to Space Station Blue. Come in Station. Ammi, you there?”
In the dark and deserted communications center, she smiled and rolled away
from the window, activating the switch on the single console left lit for
her shift. “Station Blue here, Noble Cause. Welcome back, Ganth.
How long you going to be with us this time?”
Opening the console viewscreen, she directed it to show the ship’s
docking, the slip two hundred meters away and outside the view of her window.
Built by the Gaians, The Noble Cause was sleek for a freighter, its clean
lines a departure from the bulky Outer Colony crafts. With Ganth at the
helm the ship eased into its assigned slip as graceful as a dancer, sliding
to a stop as the docking locks secured.
From her console came a soft rustle, as if Ganth passed a hand over his
hair. For a moment Ammi wished he’d activate the viewer so she could
see him. But then he’d want to see her, and that wasn’t possible,
he’d see too much. They’d made an agreement early on, no visuals.
They’d been talking for nearly a year through their comm units. Ammi
worked the third shift of station time, middle of the space night, a lonely
time, but her choice since it restricted her exposure to others.
But then Ganth had come along with his sweet sexy voice and easy-going
laugh and penchant for working third shift himself. He and his father were
the sole operators of the Noble Cause, a small freighter working the Outer
Colonies trade routes. Seeking company, he’d found his way into her
comm center for long talks and holograph games.
Found his way into her heart as well.
“ We’ll be docked for a few days. Dad has some people he’s
meeting. They haven’t arrived so I’ll be available for a couple games
of astrochess.” His voice rose, betraying his enthusiasm.
“ Only a couple of games?” she teased. “What else are you planning
to do, hang out and dance in the station bar?”
His answer was an ill-humored grunt. “Oh, yeah, like I could get
away with that. Until I attach and marry I’m never getting off this
crate. You’re the only friend I have.”
He sounded more disgruntled than usual; she shouldn’t have teased
him. Attachment was very important to Gaian males; they weren’t sexually
enabled until it happened and it only occurred when they found a woman
they matched.
Ganth was twenty-three but under Gaian law, until he married, he wasn’t
allowed to mingle with non-Gaians, particularly women, lest he inadvertently
attach to someone ‘unsuitable’.
After all, Gaians mated for life.
From what he’d told her, Ganth’s father’s idea of what
was suitable was pretty restrictive. It certainly didn’t include
a space monkey confined to a transport box. Ammi glanced down at the square
metal and plastic cube that covered her from the waist down, allowing her
mobility. In her twenty-two years, she’d learned to live with her
handicap, the legacy of a pregnant mother exposed to unsafe levels of radiation.
The mining colony she’d been born on had few medical amenities and
when she arrived from her mother’s womb, legs twisted like construct
cables, the best they could do was keep her alive. Repairing her legs had
been beyond hope. Later, the only solution had been the box, a motorized
chariot she controlled through connections in her lower back. She’d
seen pictures of an old kid’s toy, a ‘jack in the box’.
That’s what she resembled.
At least she could thank her lucky stars the rest of her worked properly.
She’d even been assured she could have healthy children; assuming
anyone ever looked at her that way. She was pretty enough, copper-brown
hair she kept spacer short, and eyes an interesting shade of green. But
no man had seen beyond the box and no one was ever likely to, with anything
other than pity or dismay. Ganth was her friend, but he’d never seen
her. If he had she knew he wouldn’t flirt with her this way.
He was still talking. “I keep thinking about what we talked about
last time. You know if I wore a respirator, I could come visit you. We
could even meet in the bar... we wouldn’t have to dance.”
Surprise filled her; Ganth hated the respirator. It filtered out the pheromones
required for attachment but eliminated all odors as well. He’d told
her the air smelled bland inside the mask. His offering to wear a respirator
was a symptom of how ship-bound he was. Ganth’s dad really should
get him back to Gaia so he could find his future wife but the unwelcome
idea of Ganth whispering to another woman turned her stomach to ice.
Ruthlessly, she suppressed her reaction. He was her friend, she should
be happy he would have someone to love.
“ We talked about this. I like not knowing what you look like. After all,
if I met you I couldn’t imagine you looking like Bret Skylar could I?” Ammi
named the current holo-vid heartthrob, but the truth be known seeing Bret never
thrilled her the way Ganth’s voice did.
“ Well, I’d be willing to give up my hopes of you looking like Marilyn
Mantra.” Ganth countered with Bret’s feminine counterpart, a buxom
blond with terrific legs.
Ammi glanced at what passed for her body. Better Marilyn than the real
Ammi. She kept her voice light. “No, Ganth. I can’t possibly
give up my illusions. Stay on your ship and we’ll keep the visuals
off.”
* * * * *
“ Haven’t you ever wanted to do more, go places,
see things?” They’d finished their game for the night
and now Ammi listened to the eagerness in Ganth’s voice. “It
can’t really be enough to sit third shift on a station
comm.”
“
Oh, sure, sometimes. There are lots of things I’d
like to see.” She thought about it for a moment. “Trees
for one, big trees.”
“
Yeah, big trees, big enough to climb. I’d show
you, Ammi. We have great trees for climbing on Gaia.”
Climbing trees on Gaia, like that would happen. But they were dreaming
here, why spoil it with reality. “I’d like to climb a tree.”
Ganth’s voice was wistful. “I used to climb to the top of the
one outside my bedroom and watch the stars at night. If you were with me,
I’d pull you to the top of any tree you liked.”
Wouldn’t she love to sit in a tree-top with Ganth. Or anywhere with
Ganth for that matter.
“
Ammi, the communication center has a window. Go look
outside.”
Hitting the switch to open the shutters, she took in the view full of stars. “How
do you know about the window?”
“
I looked it up on the station schematics.”
“
Those are classified, aren’t they?”
He laughed. “Gaians are born knowing how to break into computer systems,
Ammi. But that’s not important right now. Look at how so many stars
are bunched together, but some are so alone. I’ve always felt like
that, a single star in the universe.”
She stared at the individual points of light. “I know what you mean.”
“
You don’t have anyone, do you? Family? I mean,
you never talk about them.”
“
No. My mom died a long time ago. My dad…she didn’t
say much about him.”
“
I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to pry.”
“
You didn’t.” She rested one elbow on the
console, one hand cradling her chin. “I guess you
could say I’m a lone star, too.”
“
We don’t have to be, Ammi. Two stars alone, maybe
we should pair up, become twins.”
Her heartbeat picked up; this dreaming stuff was getting out of hand. “Stars
don’t pick their partners, Ganth. And you won’t always be alone;
your mate waits for you. Someday you’ll meet her.”
She heard his deep sigh. “I went to two marriage meets last year,
met over two hundred women. Not one did more than raise one of my eyebrows,
much less…well, anything else. I just wasn’t interested. My
dad might not like it, but I don’t think I’m going to find
my wife on Gaia.”
Ammi’s heart pounded harder. What he was implying was impossible.
She’d read up on Gaia’s history. A long time ago the Gaians
had suffered a major loss, a third of their young women killed by war leaving
thousands of men without wives. They’d solved the problem by importing
carefully selected Earth women, chosen to meet the Gaians’ strict
ideas of what made a suitable woman for mating.
A girl in the box would not have been acceptable then or now. “I
don’t think you should be talking to me like this. You don’t
know enough about me.”
“
Believe me, Ammi, I know everything I need to know. Let
me come over there, and I’ll prove it to you.”
At the certainty in his voice, her heart felt like it would break. “Ganth,
it’s getting late. I think I better sign off for a while.”
* * * * *
“ It’s your move, Ganth.” The astrochess game
was in full swing and for once Ammi was winning. She grinned
in anticipation.
“
Fighter 5 to mothership 7.” His disembodied voice
sounded more disconnected than usual, a slight rasping
sound in the background.
Frowning, Ammi watched the tiny ships change positions on the holographic
board. “What is this, Ganth? That’s a terrible move. At this
rate I’ll have your planet blockaded in five turns. Aren’t
you paying attention?”
A startled tone came into his voice. “Oh, yeah. Sorry. Couldn’t
see the board for a moment.”
There was no reason he couldn’t see the board. Her monitor showed
their holographic images in perfect sync with each other, hers in the station
comm center, his on the bridge of his ship. The only way he could not see
the board—would be if he wasn’t on his ship!
All of a sudden the rasping sound took on special significance. “You
aren’t wearing a respirator, are you?”
The breathing sound got louder and his voice tinnier than ever. “Respirator?
Why would I be wearing a respirator?” His outright lie rang in her
ears.
“
Ganth! Where are you?”
“
Just a few more minutes, Ammi and you’ll see
for yourself.” He sounded smug.
Ganth was coming! After all the warnings she’d given, he’d
broken out of his ship and was on his way to the station’s comm center.
If he saw her, he wouldn’t have anything to do with her anymore.
Panicked, Ammi stared around the room. There was only one exit, no back
way out.
The only possibility was to hide in the center. Behind the dark consoles
lay a narrow storage cabinet. It was small, but even with the box she’d
fit, plus she could lock it from the inside. Moving as fast as the box
allowed her, Ammi glided to the cabinet, shoved the contents about to make
room and slid inside. She finished setting the lock just as she heard the
door to the corridor slide open.
“
Ammi?” The respirator mask muffled Ganth’s
voice; the hissing rasp of the filters even more obvious
as he moved around the room. The cabinet door jiggled
and Ammi blessed her stars for the lock. “Are
you hiding from me?” His voice was soft, hurt.
“
Ganth!” A man’s voice came over the station’s
comm unit, commanding, imperious. “Where are
you? Did you leave the ship?” Whoever the man
was, he sounded angry.
Resignation colored Ganth’s voice. “Yeah, Dad. I left the ship.
I wanted to visit a friend. I’m wearing my respirator.” A touch
of defiance was in that last sentence.
“
That isn’t fool-proof! Say good-bye and get back
here!”
“
Dad, I’m a grown man; you can’t tell me
what to do.” He sighed deeply. “Besides,
I can’t find her.”
“
HER?” Ganth’s dad broadcasted fury over
the comm. Ammi shuddered in her cabinet.
“
Yeah, Dad, her. Female. I have a female friend. Her
name is Ammi…”
“
Who she is isn’t important. You get back here
now before I come …”
There was a click and the tirade from the ship cut out. A moment of silence
reigned then she heard Ganth’s quiet voice. “I guess you meant
it when you said you didn’t want to meet me in person. I’m
sure you can hear me, so I’ll just say that I’m sorry I tried
to force it.” The silence stretched longer. “I also want you
to know that talking with you has been the best thing that ever happened
to me. Ammi, you’re my friend, now and always. I wish it could be
more…” His voice trailed off, wistful. “But wishes don’t
always come true, do they.”
The door to the corridor swished open and closed and the rasp of the respirator
ended. When she was certain he was gone, Ammi unlocked the cabinet and
wheeled into the room. On her console sat a narrow bracelet, made of some
kind of lightweight metal polymer. A pair of twin stars engraved into the
band was the only decoration. It reminded her of what Ganth had told her,
about how he’d always felt like a lone star until he’d met
her. No, wishes didn’t always come true. Tears flooded her eyes as
she fastened the simple band around her wrist.
* * * * *
“ Hey, Ammi. You know the folks on the Noble Cause, don’t
you?” Jacky, the second shift comm officer, stared at his
terminal, the numbers flooding across the screen having meaning
for him if no one else.
“
Yes, that’s the Gaian ship. What about it?”
“
You wouldn’t know which Gaians are on board,
would you?”
“
It’s a father and son. I talk to the son sometimes.” Not
in the last couple of days. The Noble Cause had left
dock the day after Ganth tried to visit her and hadn’t
returned. She still wore the bracelet he’d left.
Jacky tore his gaze from the screen. “That’s not just any Gaian
father and son. The dad is General Garran Doranth himself, former leader
of the Gaians. It was his battle plans that allowed the Gaians to win their
war of independence from Earth. He stepped down from active duty a few
years ago, but has maintained a healthy interest in interplanetary politics.” Jacky
returned to his screen. “Trouble is, someone else is taking a unhealthy
interest in his activities. I really admire the man, I’m not partial
to seeing him hurt.”
Ammi wheeled over to his screen. “What are you seeing?”
He pointed to a few of the numbers. “Here, and here. Someone has
been downloading information about when and where the Noble Cause has docked
at Station Blue. If I had to make a guess, I’d say someone intends
to have a surprise party for them when they get back.”
“
An ambush?” Ammi gnawed on her lower lip. “By
who? How can we warn them?”
“
Who would have it in for General Garran? Oh, just about
anyone from the military, Earthforce. Warning them
would be your job. They wouldn’t listen to someone
like me, but you know them, you could tell them something
was up.” Jacky looked at the numbers again. “They
are due back today. You’re off duty, you could
meet their ship as soon as they dock.”
Go to their ship? She’d have to admit who she was, and Ganth would
know about her. Then again, maybe not. Ganth’s father would never
let her on board with an unattached male present. He’d likely have
his son stay in his quarters and she wouldn’t have to see Ganth.
At 1600 hours she waited anxiously outside the docking slip assigned to
the Noble Cause. She’d had Jacky call them, tell them about a surprise
inspection of the bridge and heard the General growl his acceptance. When
the door to the ship opened, she stared in surprise at the big man filling
the doorway. In his mid-fifties, General Garran was impressive, broad shouldered,
his dark hair shot through with gray, particularly around the temples.
When he spoke she heard the same deep gravelly voice that had
yelled at his son that night. “Comm said that there was an inspection due?” He
eyed her rolling box. “You’re the inspector?”
She summoned her flagging courage and held up her
e-tab. “Yes sir.
This needs to be done on the bridge.”
He didn’t look like he believed her, but he
stepped aside and allowed her to wheel into the
ship. Fortunately there were no ladders between the
bridge and the entryway and as she predicted, Ganth was nowhere to
be
seen. Ammi glanced around the bridge of the Noble
Cause, the clean lines and
uncluttered consoles. It looked more like a military vessel than a
freighter. She rested one hand on the comm unit chair,
restrained herself from stroking
the fabric covering. This was where Ganth sat when he talked to her.
The General turned and sealed the entry behind them,
then cut the power to the comm units. Crossing
his arms he glared down at her. “Very
well, that’s as secure as I can make us. What do you have to
tell me?”
In answer she handed him the e-tab. It held the information
that Jacky had uncovered. The General looked though
it, noting the dates and individuals
who’d been spying on him. A fierce dark-blue stare pierced her. “You
believe this information?”
“
I believe Jacky. He’s got no reason to lie to
you or me. He’s rather an admirer of yours,
General Garran.”
A little of the fierceness faded away and a smile
hovered around his lips. “Just
Garran, please. It’s good to know I have a few fans. Who are you,
if you don’t mind my asking?”
“
Amirilla Asteras. I’ve got third comm watch
on the station.”
“
Ammi?” His voice had turned sharp again and his
eyes raked over her, lingering on the box that replaced
her feet. “You wouldn’t by any chance
know my son?”
His disapproving stare was just what she’d hoped to avoid. A sob
threatened to expose itself. “Yes sir, I know your son. No, he doesn’t
know about…this.” She pointed to the box. “I don’t
intend to tell him either. There’s no reason for it; we’re
friends, he and I, nothing more.”
Agitated, she grabbed the e-tab from Garran’s hand and her cuff pulled
back from her wrist revealing her bracelet. Garran’s eyes widened.
He snatched her hand, pulling her wrist closer. Silently he stared at the
engraving. “And you got this, where?”
For a moment it was hard to find her voice. “Ganth
left it, the night he tried to see me.”
He dropped her hand like it had burned him. “You don’t know
what that is, do you.” He pulled up his own sleeve, revealing a similar
band, but decorated with a small bird with long legs. “It’s
a stork, the emblem my wife chose. She wears mine, with a crescent moon.
They’re marriage bands.”
He sat down, heavily. “You are not just my son’s
friend, Ammi. Surely you can see that.”
Stunned, she fingered the narrow bracelet. “All we’ve done
is talk. We haven’t even seen each other. He was wearing a respirator…”
“
Which he’d probably intended to remove as soon
as he found you so he could attach to you and force
a marriage. He even had a band made.” Garran’s
laugh was bitter. “I know my son. It’s
been months since he last asked about going home for
the next marriage meet. Instead, he kept a close watch
on when we’d be putting into the station... it
wasn’t hard for me to guess he was attracted
to someone here. Clearly someone I wouldn’t be
happy about.” Again he stared at her box.
That was enough; Ammi reassembled her tattered
pride. “I might not
be what you want, General Garran. I might not even be what your son wants
given that he doesn’t know about my condition. But there’s
a lot more to me than a pair of misshaped legs. I came here to warn you;
someone is after you and they may very well strike anytime now. As for
this…” She removed the band from her wrist and held it
briefly before handing it to him.
“
Tell your son that space monkeys don’t like
to be forced into anything.”
She glanced over her shoulder once before wheeling
back to the station. It was worth it to see the
odd look on the General’s face. The man
almost looked impressed.
* * * * *
“ Noble Cause to Station Blue. Ammi, are you there?” She
rested her head on her hand and ignored the call. “Ammi,
it’s Ganth. Please talk to me.”
Now he was saying please. He didn’t say please when he was trying
to force a wedding with her. No sir, not a ‘please’ then. Then
leaving her that bracelet and making her think it was just a present, not
a marriage proposal. Miserably she rubbed the place where the band had
rested. She missed it.
“
Alright Ammi, if you won’t talk to me, then
I’ll just have to talk to you and hope you
listen. First, I’m sorry about not being up
front about the visit the other night. I really wanted
to see you and you kept putting me off, so I decided
to surprise you. And, yes, I had a marriage band
with me, but I wasn’t going to force you to
marry me. I couldn’t even if I wanted to, you’d
have to agree. I just wanted to be prepared. I thought
you might be happy about it. I mean, I love you Ammi,
and I think you love me. Why shouldn’t I want
to attach to you? Why shouldn’t I want to marry
the woman I love?”
His dad must not have told him. She flipped on the switch. “I told
you before, Ganth, you don’t know enough about me. There is something
I need to tell you…”
“
Ammi! Sweet Gaia, you’re there. Look, I know
we need to talk. I want to do it face to face. Please,
I promise I’ll keep the respirator on, let
me come over.”
Let him see for himself what she really looked like. It probably was the
only way. But to watch his face as he learned the truth… Would he
be like his dad, dismiss her as unworthy? Would he pity her, be angry,
or just run as fast as he could? Whatever it was best to get it over with.
She opened her mouth to invite him.
A loud squeal from the proximity alarm stopped her.
“
What was that?” Ganth asked as she opened the console viewscreen
and pointed the imager to the space outside the station. Something was
coming in, fast, on a collision course.
She opened a cross-station hailing, the alarms blaring, probably dragging
everyone from whatever cozy hole he or she had retired to. She answered
the frantic queries as they poured in.
“
We have an incoming tanker pod, a runaway, collision
in two minutes, location…” she did the
math, figured out the trajectory. Stared at the point
of impact, redid the calculations. The pod wasn’t
aimed at the station, it was directed at the Noble
Cause!
Ammi flung herself at the still open line. “Ganth, your ship is the
target! Break docking locks and get out of here. You have one minute, forty-five
seconds to clear.”
He didn’t falter. She heard his frantic muttering as he prepared
for emergency undocking. Thirty seconds past, then forty-five. Less than
one minute left. With less than thirty seconds to spare she heard the Noble
Cause’s engines go online and a gentle tug on the station as the
ship broke the locks.
The station’s normal roll took a new direction from the momentum
of the ship blasting free. The turn caused a change to Ammi’s calculations
and she desperately tried to catch up, feeding the information to the station
at large while doing so. “Station, new impact coordinates, section
zero, three, seven…”
Abruptly her voice faded. Ammi raised her head and stared at the room around
her for the last two seconds before the incoming pod hit the station outer
hull a mere twenty meters away.
* * * * *
It was dark. No lights—not even emergency backups. Cold.
Hard to breathe, too. Life support must be out. Her head ached
and something warm trickled down the back of her neck.
She hurt. Well, that was a positive; if she hurt she wasn’t dead.
With a hull breach she shouldn’t even be alive. The hull must not
have ruptured, or if it did, the self-sealing walls had saved her. Ammi
tried
to lift her head. She was lying on her side on the floor. Reaching down,
she felt her bare legs. She’d been thrown from the box.
Of course, with debris scattered everywhere, there was no way she’d
be able to use her wheels anyway. Reaching down her back, she felt for
the leads that connected her lower spine to the control system. They’d
been torn out and the area felt tender. Thick liquid covered her fingers
when she brought them up to her nose. A metallic smell, blood. She would
need repairs.
Assuming she lived. She didn’t seem too injured, but to live she
needed air, the one thing apparently in short supply.
Lights flickered on and a small buzz came from her communications console.
The speaker sprang to life with a loud squawk. “…I’m
showing the power on, but nothing else. There may be no atmosphere in there.” It
was Captain Thompson, station commander.
“
There has to be, otherwise… I just can’t
accept that she’s dead!”
Ganth’s voice! What was he doing here, wasn’t he on his ship?
Even through his respirator his sweet voice enthralled her and dying was
no longer a reasonable option.
“
We can’t open the safety doors until we know
the hull is intact. If she’s alive, she can
tell us that.”
“
But with her legs, maybe she can’t reach the
comm,” Ganth argued. “Listen, I didn’t
space walk across half a kilometer to wait outside
a door.”
Legs? Ganth knew about her legs — and still wanted to see her? Suddenly
it became important to get off the floor, get to the switch. Hoisting herself
onto her arms, Ammi dragged herself to the console, thanking her lucky
stars she’d spent time in the station gym building her muscles. She
pulled herself up to a sitting position then reached up to hit the open
switch. She took a deep breath. “Comm reporting. Amirilla here.”
“
Ammi!” Ganth’s voice was jubilant. “Blessed
Gaia, you’re alive.”
Thompson’s voice interrupted. “Report, Asteras. What’s
the status in there?”
Another breath, shallower; there wasn’t much air left. “Hull
seems intact, life support minimal. It’s cold and hard to breathe.” The
exertion was too much. Faint, she leaned back and closed her eyes.
Ganth voice broke in. “Hear that? Get the door open.”
A low buzz followed and a few minutes later she heard the door slide open.
Strong warm arms slid around her and a respirator mask was fit to her mouth
and nose. Fresh oxygen tantalized her lungs as she breathed deeply. Ganth’s
voice was in her ear, “I’ll get her to sickbay.” The
warm arms hoisted and carried her from the room.
She breathed in, deeply. A rich musky odor enveloped her nose, tingling. “I
thought you said the air smelled funny in one of these. It smells wonderful.”
“
What you smell is me, Ammi. You’re wearing
my respirator.” Ganth stuck his face into her
hair, breathed deeply. “You smell good, too.”
Abruptly, his breathing became uneven and he leaned against the wall of
the corridor. Deep in his chest she heard his heart pound erratically.
Over the mask she stared into his face, the intense concentration in his
eyes, mouth.
“
Ganth, what is it?”
He took several deep breaths, let out a ragged laugh. “Nothing. And
everything.” He lifted her higher and planted a gentle kiss on her
forehead before resuming his way to the sickbay. “It’s only
that I’ve attached to you.”
Sudden exhaustion overtook her. Warm, safe, oxygen to spare, she leaned
into his comforting embrace, closed her eyes and drifted off into a pleasant
haze.
* * * * *
She awoke in a bed, the gentle sound of medical instruments
pinging gaily around her. Peeking, she saw the austere white
walls and clean lines of the sickbay. Opening her eyes further
she saw Ganth on the stool near the bed, eyes half closed. Yes,
she could see him as Garran’s son. He had the same dark
blue eyes and dark hair, cut medium length, but not as grim a
face as his father. Handsome, of course. When she moved, his
eyes flew open. He pulled closer to her, his hand on her forehead,
fluid worry in his gaze.
“
Ammi, how are you?”
“
I’ll be okay.” She could breathe, move.
Her back hurt, not surprisingly, but not too much.
Sudden concern overtook her. “You aren’t
wearing a respirator. What about…”
His laugh was indulgent. “Not to worry, I can only attach once and
that’s already happened. To you, Ammi, just as I expected. I knew
you were the one from the beginning.”
His words thrilled her. “But Ganth, my legs.”
“
You told my father that there was more to you than your legs, and that’s
true beyond measure. I told him the same thing. Dad will accept that, and
if he doesn’t, Mom will convince him.” He chuckled. “She
is going to love you.”
What he’d said about her not reaching the console. “You knew,
before?”
A sheepish grin overtook his face. “I’ve known a long time,
Ammi. Months ago I broke into the station’s computer system and downloaded
your records. I wanted to know more about you.”
“
And it doesn’t matter?”
“
Matter, no. Mind you, Gaian medicine is far beyond
what they practice around here. Artificial limbs,
bone reformation. My mom is a doctor, she’s
bound to have some ideas. I can’t promise that
you’ll walk, but I suspect we can do better
than a mechanical chair for you.
“
But no matter what, I said I loved you and I always
will. How can the woman I love be anything less than
perfect to me?” He pulled the twin star bracelet
from his pocket. “Ammi, a Gaian man isn’t
complete until he finds his mate. Please, accept
this, be my wife.”
He’d known the truth all along and still loved her, accepted her
as she was. Joy enveloped her and she felt her lucky stars smile. She fastened
the band around her wrist.
“
I love you too, Ganth. I guess I’ll need to
make one of these for you. What would you think of
a ‘jack in the box’ as the symbol?”
Leaning forward, his lips met hers in their first real kiss. All the stars
in the galaxy whirled and danced. When they parted he touched her cheek,
stroking it with the back of his hand. “You could make it a girl
in the box, instead. Whatever you pick, I’ll be proud to wear it.”